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Suddenly blank. That describe what I am feeling right now. Ever since my last paper which is like 3 weeks ago, I have been feeling a sense of blankness. Not knowing what to do everyday. No sense of direction. Of course other than reading the tons of email from Saff, I can't think of anything to do. I just can't imagine that my 4 years of studies have not come to an end(InsyaAllah). All that sufferings, all that travelling, all that scarifices, now all gone. What next for me? What challenges do I have to face next? Maybe Allah is giving me time to breathe before the next challenge begins.

Talking about challenge, my next upcoming challenge is my disrupted National Service. I have just got my posting. I will be going back to Airport Police Division to resume my National Service and a Staff Assistant. I wonder which department I will work in. Hopefully its at those 2nd level. Oh in case some of you might be wondering, Airport Police was my division before I disrupted from NS. But I was from the patrolling teams doing patrol duty and shift work. Now I will be office hours. Well, both got its good and bad points. Oh well. Let see how my life goes...

A great person is someone who can control his or her emotion and desires. He or she will be aware of his or her surrounding and be aware the consequences. Agree or not?


This is what I have to endure for the last 2 semester. A roommate that showcase all his stuff at the side of his bed. Like the space there is not cramp enough and like there is not other storage places in the room.