I am Back!!!

Yes people. I am back. And I hope it will be for a long time before I disappear again. Been very busy and lazy for the past 5-6 months. And since blogging is the least priority, it was made to be the sacrifice for the laziness. I am truly sorry to those of you who continue to visit this blog and found it to be out dated. I will try to blog as frequent as I can and share with you what my mind is thinking.

Just return from the movies with a few brothers of mine. The movie was about Americans in the Saudi Arabia being killed and some FBI officers investigating and trying to find the terrorist who did it. The whole story was more like CSI where the officers investigate for clues and narrow down the suspect. Along with it is the usual American propaganda. From the whole story, I only like the starting and the ending. If you want to know why, ask me when you see me online.

I have a discontentment in my heart. Deep down inside, I felt regretful for not getting an engineering job. I have always wanted to be an engineer. I had an admiration of engineers because of the importance of their job and responsibilities. I thought to myself that one day I would want to be an engineer too. But as I move along in life, I realize that being engineer is not as glamourous as it is seen. Yes the title is glamour but the job is actually quite stressful. But that is not the reason why I am feeling regretful. I actually regret that I am not able to apply what I learnt into practice. All those years of study felt so wasted and gone. All my knowledge about energy and power saving technology seems meaningless other than just empty talks to my friends once in a while. There is an urge inside me that want to continue to do engineering especially in my field of “expertise”.(not that I am an expert but I would like to think that I am… hehehe) Hearing about the government promoting clean energy makes my finger itch to open the Recruits in the Straits Times to look for new jobs. I know once the government had mentioned it in the news, the industry will guarantee to set off soon. Well, let just see how it goes. After all, I really like my job now.